Sitara Thalia Ambrosio

Photojournalist and Visual Storyteller.

Fragile as Glass: LGBTQ+ people in the Russian invasion against Ukraine.

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Biography: Sitara Thalia Ambrosio is a german Photojournalist and Visual Storyteller. Ambrosio works internationally focusing on gender issues, migration, human rights violations, EU borders and conflicts. She aims to create thought-provoking visuals,... MORE

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Yehor H. (left), 20, and his b...ed the same studies last year.

Yehor H. (left), 20, and his boyfriend Andrew (right), 24, normally live in Kyiv, but fled to Lviv in western Ukraine during the first weeks of the Russian invasion. Andrew is currently writing his doctoral thesis in film directing. Yehor just started the same studies last year.

Snow-covered tank barriers on ...n army was forced to withdraw.

Snow-covered tank barriers on the Euromaidan in Kyiv. At the beginning of March 2022, they were used to protect the city from a possible invasion by the Russian army, that only made it as far as the suburbs outside of Kyiv. Many of the internally displaced people have returned to the capital after the Russian army was forced to withdraw.

Yehor H. is sitting on the bed...ongoing war is very difficult.

Yehor H. is sitting on the bed next to his friend Arkedii. For the last few weeks, Yehor H. has been living here in Arkedii's apartment. After coming back to the capital with his boyfriend Andrew in summer, their relationship has not always been easy. Living together didn't work anymore and Yehor H. had to move out. Finding a place to live during the ongoing war is very difficult.

The view from the balcony of t...avorite neighborhoods in Kyiv.

The view from the balcony of the apartment blocks in front of Yehor H.’s new home. After months of searching, he finally found a room in a shared flat in the beginning of december. He now lives in one of his favorite neighborhoods in Kyiv.

Yehor (20) lives and studies f...raine, in the city of Nikopol.

Yehor (20) lives and studies film directing in Kyiv. He was born and grew up in the south of Ukraine, in the city of Nikopol.

“Before autumn, the affection that war had on my life was limited by constant fear of air sirens and missiles, but now it affects me every single day during power outages, when I come back to my dark and cold apartment. Lying under the blanket to prevent myself from a devastating feeling of emptiness and loneliness. My depressive episode got worse and I didn't have enough strength to get up from bed. News from my hometown where my mom and grandma currently are got worse - Russian missiles become even harder. Sometimes I just sit on my bed and think that I couldn't take it anymore. I want it to stop. I don't know if it's connected to me being gay, but during the war I felt that I'm not masculine enough. I should be a manly man that protects his family and friends. But I'm not.”

Yehor (20) lives and studies film directing in Kyiv. He was born and grew up in the south of Ukraine, in the city of Nikopol.

Yehor's grandmother Li...ids are part of everyday life.

Yehor's grandmother Liubov H. (70) holds a picture, which shows Yehor and his family. He grew up in her apartment in Nikopol. During his time looking for a new flat, he would have liked to come here to rest and find time for himself. But the city is located near the front. Artillery shelling and air raids are part of everyday life.

Liubov H. (70) and her husband...ely damaged by such an attack.

Liubov H. (70) and her husband Myhail (69) stand on their balcony on the top floor of the house. It is a building from the Soviet Era. From here they can look at the Zaporizhzhya nuclear power plant. On March 2nd, 2022, the International Atomic Energy Agency disseminated Russian news that the nuclear power plant had been occupied by Russian troops in the course of the invasion of Ukraine. Since then, the Russian army has used the site to shell westward. The windows of the couple's balcony have been severely damaged by such an attack.

Nikopol is shelled on a daily ...ose who cannot afford to flee.

Nikopol is shelled on a daily basis. Holes caused by rockets or shrapnels characterize the cityscape. Many of the former inhabitants of Nikopol have left the city a long time ago. Those who remain are mostly elderly people or those who cannot afford to flee.

The basement of the house wher...bout them every day and night.

The basement of the house where Yehor H. grew up. These days it serves his grandparents as a place to sleep and bombshelter. Since a shrapnel broke the windows of the balcony, they no longer dare to spend the night in their bedroom. Yehor worries about them every day and night.

Since 2022, Russia has been at... not work without electricity.

Since 2022, Russia has been attacking vital infrastructure such as energy suppliers with air strikes. The result is constant power outages throughout most of the country. Sasha N. also feels the effects in western Ukraine. In a small supermarket in Lviv, he buys fruits and vegetables while the power is completely cut for several hours. Having cash is particularly important these days, as many card readers do not work without electricity.

Sasha, 22, lives in Lviv and s...planned in all possible areas.

Sasha, 22, lives in Lviv and studies international relations there. On the side, he works as an administrative assistant in the city youth center, where youth development projects are planned in all possible areas.

“I worry about LGBT people in Ukraine, because for me it is a small family and we all have to support each other. Especially during the war, LGBT representatives became a strong support for both LGBT civilians and the military. LGBT organizations find humanitarian aid for LGBT refugees, build shelters, create psychological support groups. Also I’m worried, because there are still many manifestations of homophobia and intolerance, but despite this, the percentage of tolerant people has increased a little and even the government has taken some steps to support the LGBT community”

Sasha N. met his boyfriend Rom...other support in times of war.

Sasha N. met his boyfriend Roman in the first weeks of the war. Sasha always carries a love letter from that time in his cell phone case. The two give each other support in times of war.

Sasha N. and his boyfriend Rom... about his sexual orientation.

Sasha N. and his boyfriend Roman lie together in bed and cuddle. Sasha does not always show his love openly. Out of fear of hostility, he is careful talking about his sexual orientation.

Sasha N. lives together with h...e a business out of necessity.

Sasha N. lives together with his best friend, also named Sasha. Their apartment is located on the outskirts of Lviv. The area is more affordable and therefore attracts young people. Since many refugees from the east moved to the west of the country, some landlords in Lviv raised the rent significantly to make a business out of necessity.

Sasha N. celebrates her 21st b... the question: How to move on?

Sasha N. celebrates her 21st birthday together with her roommates in their shared apartment. The group of friends ordered sushi and bought alcohol. Sasha says that it's moments like this that have become particularly important to her, since the beginning of the war. Such little ones like to celebrate birthdays with their friends. But even on this evening, conversations keep turning to the war and the question: How to move on?

Sasha N. and her friend Olena ...ontinues to work here in Lviv.

Sasha N. and her friend Olena are lying in each other's arms on Sasha's bed. The two have known each other for many years and are best friends. Olena is currently studying in Germany, while Sasha continues to work here in Lviv.

On Sasha N.'s shelf ne...otos from the time before war.

On Sasha N.'s shelf next to her bed there are Polaroid photos from the time before war.

Sasha, 21, studies physiothera...rn Ukraine with physiotherapy.

Sasha, 21, studies physiotherapy and lives with her best friend in Lviv. Since the beginning of the Russian invasion, she has been working in a military hospital, helping wounded soldiers who come from the embattled areas in eastern Ukraine with physiotherapy.

“Everything has changed. I stopped planning my next day. I truly appreciate light, warmth, connection, my friends, my family, my job. The war changed everything, but it also showed me the most important things in the world. There are many struggles because of war. Depression, anxiety, PTSD. Personally, I experienced and I am still experiencing PTSD. I think every single Ukrainian has some mental issues because of war. It can sound crazy, but the great importance is enjoying life. A day playing snowballs with your colleagues after a total blackout. A day celebrating a birthday after 100 missiles were landed in Ukraine. An evening with candles, hot tea and blankets after the heat disappeared for 3 days. Those are the most important things.”

A sunset in front of the kitche... who had to flee from the East.

A sunset in front of the kitchen window of Yeva Lotta Y.'s apartment. At the beginning of the Russian invasion in March, she had housed acquaintances and friends in the apartment who had to flee from the East.

Yeva Lotta Y. stands outside o...n express herself in this way.

Yeva Lotta Y. stands outside one of her favorite cafés in Lviv and smokes. The café is a place for art and always has changing exhibitions. Thanks to a power generator, there usually is electricity even during blackouts. Yeva Lotta emphasizes that art is very important to her because she can express herself in this way.

A friend stung Yeva-Lotta a ta... Ukrainian territorial waters.

A friend stung Yeva-Lotta a tattoo the first weeks of the war. Translated, it says something like "Russian war ship go and fuck yourself." The phrase is well known in Ukraine because it was the final message sent to the Russian missile cruiser Moskva by Border Guard Roman Hrybov on February 24, 2022, during the Russian attack on Snake Island in Ukrainian territorial waters.

„Putin‘s occupation of our territories would mean not only the loss of the territory itself, but the loss of everything we have as a nation and first and foremost our freedom. I see no reason to continue living without my freedom, as most Russians do. I don‘t want anyone to make decisions for me. I want to make them myself. I want to create enough space for myself to do the things I like to do. And I want to have enough space to fight for the things I want.“

Yeva-Lotta, 19, lives and studies psychology in Lviv. Together with her friend she lives in a shared apartment. She describes herself as a feminist and is interested in gender-political issues.

Yeva-Lotta, 19, lives and stud...ed in gender-political issues.

Yeva-Lotta, 19, lives and studies psychology in Lviv. Together with her friend she lives in a shared apartment. She describes herself as a feminist and is interested in gender-political issues.

Yeva Lotta Y. and her friend N...eir thoughts and try to relax.

Yeva Lotta Y. and her friend Nastya, whom she knows from her studies, together in a bar in Lviv in the evening. Here they exchange their thoughts and try to relax.

In large parts of the country s...ren's hospital in Lviv.

In large parts of the country sandbags protect buildings from splinters of possible missile impacts. This is also the case in front of the children's hospital in Lviv.

Edward R. puts on makeup in his flat in Kyiv.

Edward's tattoos are v...domly arranged question marks.

Edward's tattoos are very important. The question mark on they wrist stands for the name, which Edward chose after coming out. The mark comes from the character "The Riddler" in a Batman movie, whose outward identifying feature is a green costume covered with randomly arranged question marks.

“I would like to continue my transition, but now it’s impossible. I don’t want to rely on Hormone replacement therapy in times when hormones can become inaccessible. I’m scared to change my documents now because I will have to spend around one month without a proper passport. When you might die every day, it’s important to have valid documents. It’s the main issue for me about being trans* in this war.”

Edward R., 37, (non-binary) lives in the capital and works as a communication officer at Kyiv Pride. For the rights of LGBT people in Ukraine, Edward also speaks publicly at events on the topic.

Edward R., 37, (non-binary) li...blicly at events on the topic.

Edward R., 37, (non-binary) lives in the capital and works as a communication officer at Kyiv Pride. For the rights of LGBT people in Ukraine, Edward also speaks publicly at events on the topic.

Edward R. is a project assista...viduals or groups is too high.

Edward R. is a project assistant at the Kyiv Pride organization. Here they organizes a movie night for the community. The film evening is important for many young queer people, not only to be able to switch off, but also to exchange experiences from their everyday lives. The premises of Kyiv Pride are not open to the public. The fear of attacks from homophobic and right-wing individuals or groups is too high.

Residential neighborhoods in K...ember 2022, covered with snow.

Residential neighborhoods in Kyiv in December 2022, covered with snow.

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Thumbnail of Yehor's grandmother Liu_aids are part of everyday life.

Thumbnail of Liubov H. (70) and her husband _rely damaged by such an attack.

Thumbnail of Nikopol is shelled on a daily b_hose who cannot afford to flee.

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Thumbnail of Sasha N. met his boyfriend Roma_ other support in times of war.

Thumbnail of Sasha N. and his boyfriend Roma_g about his sexual orientation.

Thumbnail of Sasha N. lives together with hi_ke a business out of necessity.

Thumbnail of Sasha N. celebrates her 21st bi_d the question: How to move on?

Thumbnail of Sasha N. and her friend Olena a_continues to work here in Lviv.

Thumbnail of On Sasha N.'s shelf nex_hotos from the time before war.

Thumbnail of Sasha, 21, studies physiotherap_ern Ukraine with physiotherapy.

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Thumbnail of Yeva Lotta Y. stands outside on_an express herself in this way.

Thumbnail of A friend stung Yeva-Lotta a tat_n Ukrainian territorial waters.

Thumbnail of Yeva-Lotta, 19, lives and studi_ted in gender-political issues.

Thumbnail of Yeva Lotta Y. and her friend Na_heir thoughts and try to relax.

Thumbnail of In large parts of the country sa_dren's hospital in Lviv.

Thumbnail of Edward R. puts on makeup in his flat in Kyiv.

Thumbnail of Edward's tattoos are ve_ndomly arranged question marks.

Thumbnail of Edward R., 37, (non-binary) liv_ublicly at events on the topic.

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Thumbnail of Residential neighborhoods in Ky_cember 2022, covered with snow.

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Fragile as Glass: LGBTQ+ people in the Russian invasion against Ukraine.

Updated Jan 2023

Location Ukraine

Topics Journalism, Photography, Sexuality, War, War and its effects, Womens Rights, Youth

Summary

“Fragile as glass” is a long-term photographic essay following the fates of different queer realities in Ukraine. The work aims to not only show the typical photos that dominate during war-times. A big thank you for the support during the realisation of my project goes to the members of my journalist collective Freelance Underground. This photo series was awarded with the Residency Prize at the Portraits Hellerau Photography Award.

Fragile as Glass: LGBTQ+ people in the Russian invasion against Ukraine.

In Ukraine, the LGBTIQ*-community has recently been more visible than ever. This is threatened, since the Russian army started invading in February 2022. In the Russian Federation there is a homophobic and transphobic social climate. According to US officials, there is a list of LGBTQ*-activists to be arrested circulating amongst Russian troops. Therefore several queer Ukrainians go to war despite homophobic incidents in the army. Others try to continue their political work or simply cope with life in the country at war. Various young queer Ukrainians say their sexuality now plays a lesser role.

"I worry more about getting killed by a Russian rocket, than being judged for kissing my boyfriend", Yehor (20) says. On the first days of the invasion the film student fled from Kyiv to Lviv, in the west of the country. Yehor’s family lives on the front line in Nikopol. Besides leaving home, the war affects his libido, he says. Relationships though become more important and intense, he adds. After six months, he moved back to Kyiv with his boyfriend. Following a dispute, Yehor crashes at friends for months, until he finds an affordable flat. The ongoing war is palpable in the city. Repeatedly missiles strike. Electricity is scarce and power cuts are supposed to uphold the functionality of the highly damaged system. Many flats are cold, as heaters use electric power.

Sasha (21), Yeva-Lotta (19) and Sasha (22) from Lviv share the burden. Just 80 kilometers from the European border the power supply has long been unreliable. Yeva-Lotta says she is mostly angry. Sasha reports she feels much older and adultish now, but psychologically suffers from the war. Air alarms, lack of electricity and dark shelters stress her out, she says. She is a physiotherapist and treats soldiers coming from the front. The ongoing war has shown the three how precious each day and time with the people they love is, they say.

Not everyone has an option to find a shelter. Therefore the NGO KyivPride that advocates for queer peoples’ rights, runs a safe space in the capital. Non binary Edward Reese (37) is a project assistant at KyivPride. The war had a direct influence on Reese’s plans for transition. Top surgery was planned in Kyiv in March. Upon the invasion Reese fled to Denmark and had the surgery in Malmo, Sweden, in May. In October, Reese returned to Kyiv. "When you might die every day, it's important to have valid documents. It's the main issue for me being trans in this war", Reese says, wishing to continue with the transition. Reese hesitates about starting hormone therapy, because the hormones could become inaccessible at any time. The transition is once again at stake.

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