Sarah Jabbari

Documentary Photographer
      
Hidden Boarders
Location: India
Nationality: Iranian
Biography: Sarah Jabbari, born on December 1989, Tehran, is an Iranian freelance documentary photographer concerned by social and cultural issues, gender and identity; with interest in working on long-term projects to get deeper into the story.
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Hidden Boarders
Credits: sarah jabbari
Date of Work: 10/01/16 - 12/01/16
Updated: 06/03/18

“Most of the people say you can do whatever you want, you're a free woman but it is still expected to be more accepted. Yes, you do have equal rights but there is still some hidden layers in thoughts of society toward women to have some norms. It is how it is. Yeah! That’s also Denmark.”

Louise Hoffbeck, a 31 year old Danish falconer, teacher, nature consultant, reenactor in Viking shows, volunteer in Red Cross, lives on her farm in Tølløse, a city near Copenhagen, Denmark. Along with teaching kids and teenagers in both an alternative school and a traditional school, she spends a lot of time and money on her birds of prey, feeding them chickens, rats, and flying birds if the weather condition is suitable.

“I don’t earn money from my farm and birds of prey, I just choose to live in this way.” Louise continues while smiling, “Why make life easy when we can make it complicated?”

"I do a lot of work as I want a lot of things"

Spending lots of time with work, friends and family, Louise rarely gets a moment of rest for herself even for having food. She wakes up almost every day around 6 am doing a lot of work during the day and goes to sleep around midnight. “When I was married we had a daily nap which I hated. I really don’t like to sleep in the middle of the day. I think it’s a waste of time.”

Now she is living with Mona, a veterinarian, whom she met in the beginning of the year through Facebook and decided to live together on her farm to help each other in work. Mona helps by feeding the horses and birds and in sharing some moments of fun.

Faded Memories

Although passing childhood with step-fathers and foster-siblings at her mother’s house, Louise grew up in peace. “I decided never to leave this house. Still, I think the same way although I’m not living here anymore,” said Louise.

But the house burnt down 3 years ago and it became one of the worst memories of her life. She says: “I lost a lot of dreams. I needed to have new dreams and good memories. I did a lot of things to recollect memories again even by digging in the ashes of the burnt house. Memories are very important to me.”

Louise lived about 10 years with her boyfriend, Benjamin, married at age 27 and divorced after two years.

“After my divorce from Benjamin I was feeling so lonely. I kept my life busy and tense. I don’t say that was a wise decision or not but I would say that it was a brave decision to stay alone and deal with everything all by myself.”

A new section in life

Louise discovered endometriosis in her ovaries last year and went through surgery. This may reduce the possibility of pregnancy for her. Therefore she wants to try having a baby by age 33.

“I would love to have a baby, I also would love to have a trustworthy man who I can make a family with, but if I can’t find a type of man I want, I won’t wait anymore to find him. I think it’s getting late for me with this health condition to have a child. I do want to have a family but I don’t want to miss the opportunity of being a mother because of absence of the right man in my life.”

Louise continues: "I've always been a bit different than others because my hobbies were different. Of course, the way I lived with my family was also different. Now I think I need to have a family in a different way."

When the idea came to her mind she made it a decision. “I got pregnant when i was 17. I had an abortion and because the doctor made a mistake I had to have another abortion after three weeks... after that, till age 25, I was so afraid to get pregnant and to have to go through another abortion again. After I came to know about endometriosis in my ovaries I am ready to be a single mother now by artificial insemination, if I can’t find the right guy. “

Rikke, her childhood friend, says about her, “She is very much alive and she tries every aspect of life. If she gets an idea she follows it to make it hers. No fear, she just throws herself into stuff.”

Mona believes, “There are still norms for women even in a developed country like Denmark. Society expects you to have a family, husband, kids, career, and a house. But she is coping with doing a lot of these things alone. She does what she wants not what society might expect.”

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